Trust God, Fully.

It’s been 100 days since I last saw Gina’s beautiful smile and experienced her radiating joy. I’m still confused with God. But I am very confident that He has a good plan. I wake up everyday and thank Him for my peace of mind. I know I only have it because of Him… You can have it too!

Since Gina passed away I have had tons of people ask me, “How do you do it, how do you handle it?” My explanations always vary, it’s hard to explain, but I know the answer is God. Everyday I trust Him. I trust Him with all I’ve got.

Before Gina’s passing I had a very worldly plan set out for myself. Now, I have completely given it up to God. It’s easy to have 2 plans in mind, your plan and God’s plan. I encourage you to let your plan go. It will make hardships, joys, setbacks, and victories make more sense. Everything comes from the Lord. It makes way more sense when you look at it that way.

I’ve been in this state of confusion for 3 months now. But it makes it a lot easier to be confused when I am confident that his plan will become evident. One day I will look back and understand this all. For now, I will plant my hope in that truth. I will trust Him today and everyday, no matter what comes my way. You should do this too. - Dinah Schaffer